This is my public weight loss journey! I am an obese Registered Dietitian who has all the knowledge to lose weight and yet I can't. After not being accepted on the Biggest Loser for Season 10 I am officially going to do it on my own! I figure if I was willing to be on national television showing my weight and being humiliated, why not make a blog about it instead? I am going to show you videos, pictures, talk about the ups and downs of losing weight, talk about eating healthy, recipes, and so on and so on. So sit back and enjoy the journey!

IT'S TIME TO LOSE IT!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S TIME TO LOSE IT!!!!!!!!!!!
This is my picture I submitted for the Biggest Loser audition. I had to purposely show all 279 pounds.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Where does the time go????

This has been a busy summer so far.  I can't believe it is already August 14th.  This summer has mostly been consumed by taking a boards exam to become an IBCLC (international board certified lactation consultant).  I started studying for this test in April and finally took the test on July 24th.  As I was studying I definitely let things go in the working out and exercising department.  Along with many other things, I kept telling myself that I would get back on track with this "after the test".  I am sure my family and friends got sick of hearing me say that I would do this and that "after the test".  In fact I kind of got sick of hearing myself say that. 

So now it is "after the test" and I still am not back on track.  I went to a family reunion and even though we try to have healthy things there, we always end up eating a lot.  So I told myself that I would get back on track after that.  And to be quite honest, I didn't.  Instead last week I was very lazy.  I ate out WAY WAY too much.  I didn't exercise until the end of the week, and that exercising was more of a social thing than just exercising for health (Disclaimer, even though it was social, it was also intense and I realized how out of shape I am.  3 hour hike up Bells Canyon.  Walked in a Relay for Life team for 2 hours in the middle of the night on Friday.  Oh yeah!).  Well the excuses have to stop.  There will always be a reason not to work out or to eat that extra serving.  In fact there will always be something that I can say, "after _____, I will get back on track".  I am right now at 260#. Yup, sucks. Since this time last year, I have gained about 11 pounds (my lowest weight I got to was 249# last fall sometime). This is all due to lack of motivation and giving myself stupid excuses.  I hate putting my weight up on my blog for all my friends and family and people that stalk my blog to see.  But there is no time to be sad, the weight will come off again. PLUS, I have to be happy to not have gone back up to 279# with all the lack of exercising and eating right that I've been doing pretty much since January.  So it's got to stop and today is my last day of being a lazy bum.

My friends of the blogging world (which pretty much all of you are part of my real life world too, love ya!) it's time that I start checking in with you again on a weekly basis.  When I was blogging consistently, I was doing really good overall and losing the weight.  So I need you all, whether you read it or not weekly that's your prerogative, to check in with.  If by some chance I don't update my blog each Sunday night, then I want you to harass me.  Comment on my facebook, send me a text or e-mail, give me a harsh dirty look when I see you, tell me how disappointed you were to not see my update.  Do what you wish, I need it. 

Here are the other things I plan to do to get back on track:
- Use Fatsecret again on my fancy phone (one of the main reasons I use a smart phone) to track my eating.
- I am going to update my embarrassing poster at work each and every Friday.  (Yes Angie, I think we should do it each Friday and not Tuesday.  Let me know what you think about that.)
- More physical activity.  I need minimum 30 minutes each and every day.  Overall goal would be 90 minutes at least 4 times/ week. 
- I am actually going to check out a Weight Watchers group.  I need someone to check in with on a routine basis where I have to weigh in right in front of them. 
- There is a couple of continuing education classes (Adult Ballet, starts on September 1st for anyone interested in joining me.) that I plan on starting.
- And again and most important, updating my blog EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY!

So there we have it friends.  It all begins when I wake up in the morning.  I had a delicious, not so healthy dinner to fill my canteen.  I ate some better than sex cake and now will probably donate the rest to either my boyfriend, roommate, coworkers, the garbage disposal, or anyone else that wants it.  I don't even want to figure out the calories on that.  :) 

4 comments:

  1. Ok good for you, I will take your engery and use it to my advantage and take the challenge and do everything with you. love ya

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  2. You can do this, lady! You are going to kick some booty. I am cheering you on, my friend!!

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  3. Hey girl! So PROUD of you for all that you do and the woman you are in life! You are fantastic, don't ever forget it!
    My mom and I bought Weight Watchers calculators a while back and they are so great! It fits in my purse, I can take it wherever and it keeps track of daily and weekly points. Even at the grocery store I can plug something in and know how many points ANYTHING will be for my intake!! Just an idea, because it has helped me!
    HUGS

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